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Lifeless Grey

by Et Mors

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1.
There's some things they don't tell you about when you're younger Things you can't be prepared for Like the first time someone you love dies And the realization you'll never see them again But that first time is cloaked in naivety You're there thinking it's not a normal part of life Only later do you realize the absurdity That is the sandglass of time And as I age my insomnia only grows worse and worse As the years pass into psychosis further and further I fall I fear there's no saving me From drastic side effects
2.
The world turns The regrets cheer For our weeping They rejoice In the coffin Full of fear There's a movement They're still there Long after They gaze upon you A new chapter And still they will remain All matter Has never been the same The strongest laughter Comes from the greatest pain The distant beauty In all its despair Erased now Replaced with greed In the coffins Placed in dirt They mock the earth We're still here Dissolving matter You think your life Is some reflection Of god, or what you believe All my remains Will be scattered All over the ground I'll be back where I've came Our memories keep Reminding us Our keepers know The life We'll never see As we grow old Through all the change I can't go back To light I've never seen
3.
Tritsch 16:13
For how long I was lost It felt like only seconds passed Fuck. I've slowly come to terms I can't go on Our paths were crossed & cursed With bridges built to burn The same thing that hurts so good Reminds me of my worth Release what's turned to bone It's my fault for loving you Away All down & out Remain here With the vision lost You always Were a part of the dream I can't remember Never meant it seems How I thought you my world Everything I misunderstood You're Always part of my world Everything Reminds me of you Some place I've been here I thought Long ago I'd like to remember not Can't sleep This image never fades Though colors in the vision Change to lifeless grey Don't let me hear you say That you love me When all my days are grey And I'll never be the same I can't even say that I loved you If I could watch decay And I'll never feel that pain I'll share my dream All over the world With the memory Spoke in my words I'll hold your hand And crush it to bits But you had your purpose Like christ's crucifix Onward. I'm so ashamed of how things went I wasn't me Nor were you Time away Should make us happy Well nothing's changed We're suffering I broke your wings I'm guilty I'm sorry I miss you Time can't bring Healing I'll miss you Always.
4.
Begone you witch For you've risen Spirits of past That which I can't banish Weak were the spells I cast in defense The effect you had Made me not want to live Live Life Gone Dead And born from this pain Some clarity to existence And how trusting brings The noose no resistance Now each invocation Conjures my decline The cycle And the cosmos Return us To the grave The future So dismal Without magick To be saved No conjuration Or wizard Could help us To heal the world Our decisions Bewitch it And damn us To make the world fall How I welcome It all.
5.
Well, you're my friend (that's what you told me) And can you see? (what's inside of me) Many times we've been out drinking So many times we've shared our thoughts But did you ever, ever notice The kind of thoughts I got? 'Cause you know I have a love A love for everyone I know And you've seen I have a drive To live I won't let go But can you see it's opposition Comes rising up sometimes That it's dreadful end position Comes blacking in my mind And that I see a darkness And that I see a darkness That I see a darkness That I see a darkness Did you know how much I love you Is there hope that somehow you Could save me from this darkness? I hope that someday, buddy We'll have peace in our lives Together or apart Alone or with our wives Then we can stop our whoring And pull the smiles inside And light it up forever And never go to sleep My best unbeaten brother This isn't all I see Oh no, I see a darkness Oh no, I see a darkness Oh, no, I see a darkness Oh, no, I see a darkness Did you know how much I love you? Is a hope that somehow you Could save me from this darkness?

about

Et Mors' sophomore album, Lifeless Grey, was entirely self recorded & produced in Washington, D.C & Arlington, Virginia between February '22 - October'22.

"Lifeless Grey is our first LP as a two piece, and our latest release after two years since our split album with Surrogate Prey. It's also our first release that features the Hammond organ pedals, which have been a staple of our live sound for some time now."

Intended to listen however the fuck you want. Enjoy!

Old Wizard of Odd Visualizer: youtu.be/MUdG__bCMtA

credits

released December 16, 2022

All music written by Et Mors besides "I See a Darkness" by Bonnie Prince Billy. Cover art, recording, mixing, & mastering by Z.S.

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Et Mors Washington, D.C.

DC Doom from the Depths.

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Zakir Suleri - Guitar, Organ Pedals, Vocals

Albert Alisuag - Drums, Vocals
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